Tag Archive | Recovery

Healing the Toxic Shame

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Been down to the dungeon of Toxic shame where the devil dwells and swells his poisonous hurt through venom pulsing through my veins
firewater chemicals replacing what was meant to be endorphins of love coming from the swollen womb of mother the birthing womb of the universe my father’s pride. A genetic allergy to rotten fruit, grain, vegetables putrid in their contamination… oh but it is legal… powers that be making it alright to poison flushing our waters with toxins evaporating into the sky raining down.. just in case the first visit with the devil’s juice didn’t kill me… and the maestro’s concoctions did not chain me to insanity

man looking up
laying in the gutter with dirt in my mouth, refuse under my nails the stars delivered hope and renewal all through the mercy of you. a separate chance a new beginning cutting the psychic toxic family chord of disease replacing it with air and love – spirit and water- seeing the pain spread from my veins to theirs beloveds innocent and ripped seeking the numbness respite from the deep carved wounds of self.

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I found you, I keep finding you… I see you, I hear you I feel you a silent glimpse into possibility of love without pain, love without conditions love without toxins love fulfilling of all that was meant to be.

Aurora @ 2013

Brother Sun, Sister Moon

Make Me A Channel of Thy Peace

Lord, make me a channel of thy peace;

that where there is hatred,

I may bring love;

that where there is wrong,

I may bring the spirit of forgiveness;

that where there is discord,

I may bring harmony;

that where there is error,

I may bring truth;

that where there is doubt, I may bring faith;

that where there is despair, I may bring hope;

that where there are shadows, I may bring light;

that where there is sadness, I may bring joy.

Lord, grant that I may seek rather to

comfort than to be comforted;

to understand, than to be understood;

to love, than to be loved.

For it is by self-forgetting that one finds.

It is by forgiving that one is forgiven.

It is by dying that one awakens to eternal life.

Hollywood Angels

“Hollywood Angels’

 

We moved slow…

closely

through our

tinkly

sparkly

crowds

  with smiles of

acceptance

during times of

allness

    we were shattered

inside

broken

into fragments

     of sheltered isolated

aloneness

desperately grasping        

   for each other

glued together

with bits

of this and that 

 some of us

shattered all the way

and some of us

mended

gently 

roughly 

with great

hands of

God’s

fishermen

binding

the nets of

our souls

            into his stainedglass

glory

of different lights

           through different colours

   embroidering

our unique

souls 

together

with the silken threads of destiny

gratitude

for this kaleidescope

of love light

pain joy

       misunderstanding

truth

survival

knowingness                

 

tears

laughter

stamina

faith

love

     humility

to love

others’ faults

others’ glories

devotion

    heroic endurance

in this journey of life.

~ Aurora AngelslightWorldwide @2010