Been down to the dungeon of Toxic shame where the devil dwells and swells his poisonous hurt through venom pulsing through my veins firewater chemicals replacing what was meant to be endorphins of love coming from the swollen womb of mother the birthing womb of the universe my father’s pride. A genetic allergy to rotten fruit, grain, vegetables putrid in their contamination… oh but it is legal… powers that be making it alright to poison flushing our waters with toxins evaporating into the sky raining down.. just in case the first visit with the devil’s juice didn’t kill me… and the maestro’s concoctions did not chain me to insanity
laying in the gutter with dirt in my mouth, refuse under my nails the stars delivered hope and renewal all through the mercy of you. a separate chance a new beginning cutting the psychic toxic family chord of disease replacing it with air and love – spirit and water- seeing the pain spread from my veins to theirs beloveds innocent and ripped seeking the numbness respite from the deep carved wounds of self.
I found you, I keep finding you… I see you, I hear you I feel you a silent glimpse into possibility of love without pain, love without conditions love without toxins love fulfilling of all that was meant to be.
Wellcome to my blog my name is Beth i live in Wales in the UK its full of green grass and lots of hill oh and sheep haha.i wanted to start a blog so i could write about my life , my journey on finding my self , my kids and anything that is on my mind which could be anything from make up , men , chocolate ANYTHING. I suppose its sort of like a dairy.i dont get to spent as much time as i would like on here but starting from today i am going to make the time even if its for just 10 small moments